Tired of losing

One of the most difficult thing to do is to try then fall over and over and over again. Pray and cried, beg and pleaded, however, the constant losing is ever present. How can one go on? How to stay positive when you haven’t experienced positivity? I know I want to continue but is this […]

How do I tell him?

Music is my life but right now it’s not paying my bills. I know that nothing comes easy in life and that you have to work for everything you need & want. I’m writing this post because I don’t know where else to turn. I saw a facebook post about this site and I figured […]

Downsizing My Life

I must admit I was a very spoiled and materialistic person all my life, well up until two years ago. My husband had lost his job and we didn’t believe in saving. We was so go go go and enjoyed being spontaneous with no cares in the world. We went dining almost every night, clubbing […]

Table Battles

My battle with my weight has been an overwhelming experience. I felt worthless all of my high school years. The constant teasing and jokes really got the best of me. It was so bad I attempted suicide and that caused my parents to put me in a treatment facility. While I was in there I […]

Time heals

It took a lot of time for me to except that phrase but it’s actually true. Eighteen years ago I lost a child and I was destroyed behind it. I already had two small children so I was overwhelmed with stress and life issues. Being a teenage mom was not in my plans but I […]